When size zero dreams begin a world of nightmares

IMPORTANT- I am a bulimic attempting recovery, however I do still post about triggering things to some, and I still am trying to lose weight. This blog is recording my life as it is, poetry, text, photos, the lot, so on my bad days it will seem promia,

Height- 5ft 8.

weight class- healthy.

current weight- 157lbs.

Low weight- 153lbs.

GW1- 150lbs.

GW2- 140lbs.

GW3-126lbs.

ultimate goal weight- 126lbs

Question/ Message me

Purging.

I just spent five minutes choking after some purging came up and went back down the wrong way, that was really painful :(

Other than that I’m back into loosing, it’s started slowly but it’s better than nothing right?

Anyone fancy talking, I’m a little bored today x

Anonymous asked: I use my fingers and toothbrush but I can never actually be sick. I get to a certain point and nothing.

Maybe it’s for the best, it’s not worth getting into the habit to be honest x

Anonymous asked: Do you do toning exercises?

I do situps and press ups but other than that not really, I prefer running walking and swimming x

Purged both meals today as planned, with a kitkat in the middle for a little energy kick.
I have also taken 10 lax so any excess waste will be gone by morning and I can go out feeling thinner than before, just not thin enough.

I’m on a strict diet this week, so I’m mainly eating vegetables and fruit as I need to loose weight by friday.

Anonymous asked: Sorry this is personal, don't answer if you don;t want to. Do you stick fingers down your throat? Are there other things to use instead?

I use my fingers everytime, not sure about other things x

Anonymous asked: sometimes when I purge or try to, I just do this strange burp thing and it hurts and i'm not sick. How do I prevent this?

I literally have no idea, maybe try more fluids? x